I HOPE! But that what is in the forefront of my mind as I prepare to head in to the zappers for T-10 treatments-
YeeHaaa. That said however, it's getting to be quite the challenge I must admit and I cant let myself get too excited as there is a substantial wind down
recovery period I can not forget. Take this past 3-day Memorial
Day weekend as a prime
example. I got three days reprieve and
honesty, I am m
ore beat up right now than I was when I walked out of
treatment Friday-
This is nasty, sneaky stuff. Remember, you see and feel nothing while being administered but boy does it cause havoc. The pain I am still going through in/on and
aroud my neck is
indescribable AND,
I'm on some heavy duty m
eds as well. So much so they have been
reeking havoc on some of my other body functions that create
their own set of problems. Suffice ti to say, I was able to
finally address tat
problem in the wee
hours of Sunday morning-quite a relief after close to two weeks to
know everything still working, however s
lowly and painfully.
Anyway enough of that and I know I'm rambling here but really not too capable of sharing much else-the neck lei, the burns around my neck, have become bleeding blisters and you can imagine the type of sunburn you need for that to happen-Lidocaine, Aloe, lotions.....no avail, just try not to move too mush or quickly. Now take that burn level....ditto on the inside of the throat. I have developed one taste that I am aware of unfortunatly and is of a nasty burnt flavor. Figured out as I had to cough some over the weekend it is not only painful as hell, but I came up with some dark (ie bloody) phlem-Ahaa-hence the new taste-it is a burring flavor-that of my own throat
WONDERFUL-10 more Jeff-just 10 more!!!!!! We'll worry about the recoup period then but lets just get there please!
Off to the zappers and then home-needing that nap today big time!
Wow hang in there, our thoughts are with you. -Karen and Cristian
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