Quite the response my venting post has generated! I seem to have hit a nerve here with some of you who have or are going through treatment and thank you for sharing your thoughts and experience as there is much to learn. What I have determined after I riled myself up yesterday is so long as he's accused me of being difficult....difficult I will be! I could care less what he likes, he doesn't do anything anyway, the nurses do and not even his nurses I might add so screw it. It's body and for now, there shall be no invasive installations of medical devices-I'll get them when I need them and I don't see that at this point of the treatment. What I do see is something that will prevent me from doing some things I enjoy when I am able and sorry Doc-that aint happening until it's absolutely necessary.
Oh and did I mention I'm really going to be difficult as not only am I going to get my primary Doctor here to get back involved as she actually seemed concerned about what is going on when I met with her last week. After all, it is the team she put together...I think it's also time to revisit with Houston just to see what they might be saying